screwed . .

things i wanna do before i get old? die?



- i want to live in english country

- i want do all sorts of crafts

- i want to sew my own quilt

- i want to open my own shop

- i want to have children

- i want to have a journal




i want a lot of things. . i know that. . i think too much and i know that too . . giving myself damn much stress and nothing can work out after all . . such a loser . . i don't know what i should do to make my life easier and more meaningful . . sighhh